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    Hari ni x semena2 Dia tiba2 buzz aku dlm YM. Ye, si Dia ialah ex bf yg dump me for no reason a long time ago. Last year we sort of got back together. Not as a couple, but as frens. We had loads of fun hanging out together, no denying that. Until one day it dawned on me that i might consider going out with him as just having fun, nothing more than that but he might consider us as REALLY going out as an item since we never really talk about our relationship. For a few weeks before i finally have the courage to ask him, it was agonizing for me to ask him the situation of our relationship bcoz i knew how he would react. Got some advice from haikal, he said better do it now bcoz no matter what i still hav to do it.

    So one day, after he picked me up from work n we had dinner together, i asked him about our relationship. more specifically i asked him if he expects us to get married. i guess he was a little shocked hearing wat i said so i go on n explain everything to him. he took it well n asked me why i didnt say this earlier. i said i was worried about how he would react. right after he sent me home, i got an sms saying fom him, thanking me for everything n for being honest with him. after that i didn hear anything from him n i didnt even try to make contact with him becoz i figure he needs his space. this reaction is exactly how i expected. i thought we would nvr talk again but i guess we did depart on good terms. so as i said before, he just suddenly buzzed me on ym, we got a little talking, he asked me if i was angry at him, i said no. i asked him if he was angry at me, he asked for what n i said for watever reason there is. i guess we're good now but then again u dont know wat other people think. he might be up to smthg....

p/s: the part where i 'break-up' with him happened months ago. he is not considering to get back with me n so am i. i dont hav any feelings for him anymore n i know for a fact that he has a new girlfren. this is just to clarify the situation since somebody did ask about it...