Back To Normal

    It has been crazy for me the last 2 weeks. Last week during a team meeting at work, we were told that the eR&D(MFDS) project is to be scraped off. There has been problems with this project since the get go and apprently the rumour that has been going around is that this project was never even approved by KSU. Shocker. And this week I heard that 2 other projects under 3M, AIM and ePDP was also scraped off, because there was just too many bugs found during testing. Hmmm...is there a pattern here? Not sure but still, I have to finish doing my data migration because if one day they want to revive this project, the script for the migration will be ready. With the project scraped off, I have more time to finish the script for the migration and thank goodness...I have been dreading doing this task because of the initial time constraint.

    This week was a slow week. Most of my project lead except for Kak Zu gone on Sharepoint training. I am not sure what everyone else is doing, probably just lazing around since they have got no new task given. I see some are doing work, don't know what it is. I think I had my first migraine too. It starts on Tuesday and went on until Thursday. I didn't want to go to the doctor because I know they will just give me some painkiller and overcharge me for it. So on Wednesday after work I went and buy myself a painkiller at the pharmacy. Got home, take one pill and went straight to sleep. Next morning at work I took a pill after shortly arriving. I don't know if the pill worked or not because the pain in my head comes and goes throughout the day. Thankfully by Friday most of the pain is gone. I did some reading on migraine and find out that it can be caused by hormonal changes in the body. That figures...it is almost that time of the month because I am pretty sure I am not stressing right now...

    The guy sitting next to me is resigning in about a month. I have been thinking about changing job the last two weeks but after sleeping on it and thinking it over, I think I will stick it out for a while. I am learning a lot and I am just glad I was given this opportunity because if I am somewhere else I don't think it will be the same. Although there is a downside of being here, I will just have to brace it.

    Last Sunday went to KTR's annual dinner. So naturally I went shopping(hehehe..). On Saturday I went to Plaza Campbell near Sogo with Azi initially just to accompany her for her make-up lessson with this make-up artist that she got acquainted but I end up taking the class together with her. Afterwards we went shopping, I bought a white skirt with black printed flowers and a pink blouse shirt with printed flowers at Kamdar. I wore that shirt to the dinner since the theme is Hawaiian. Then we went shopping at Sogo, I bought a pink handbag and two t-shirts. The next day I went out with Linda since we were planning to go to the dinner together. We went shopping at Bangi Utama and I end up buying a pair of shoes. I need those shoes for work. The one I have been wearing is falling apart. Overall I know that I spent a lot just on a weekend but it makes me feel good and it is exactly what I need after all that stress from work.

    At the dinner, nothing much happened. Met the old juniors and the new ones and got to know some of their names. They have it at Puri Pujangga which is different from previous years. The food was great. I ate until I my belly's full. Wish there was dessert though, something chocolate and sweet perhaps. The performance during the formal session was surprisingly not what I was expecting. It was awful and obviously they were not fully prepared for it. And the prizes they give out for lucky draws and the awards, well it was, like crap, seriously. The karaoke's session was ok. I don't mind other people singing so out of tune and making a fool of themselves. That is great entertaiment.

    All in all the last few weeks has been eventful. I feel like my life is getting back to normal again. Thank goodness...

Him

    Hari ni x semena2 Dia tiba2 buzz aku dlm YM. Ye, si Dia ialah ex bf yg dump me for no reason a long time ago. Last year we sort of got back together. Not as a couple, but as frens. We had loads of fun hanging out together, no denying that. Until one day it dawned on me that i might consider going out with him as just having fun, nothing more than that but he might consider us as REALLY going out as an item since we never really talk about our relationship. For a few weeks before i finally have the courage to ask him, it was agonizing for me to ask him the situation of our relationship bcoz i knew how he would react. Got some advice from haikal, he said better do it now bcoz no matter what i still hav to do it.

    So one day, after he picked me up from work n we had dinner together, i asked him about our relationship. more specifically i asked him if he expects us to get married. i guess he was a little shocked hearing wat i said so i go on n explain everything to him. he took it well n asked me why i didnt say this earlier. i said i was worried about how he would react. right after he sent me home, i got an sms saying fom him, thanking me for everything n for being honest with him. after that i didn hear anything from him n i didnt even try to make contact with him becoz i figure he needs his space. this reaction is exactly how i expected. i thought we would nvr talk again but i guess we did depart on good terms. so as i said before, he just suddenly buzzed me on ym, we got a little talking, he asked me if i was angry at him, i said no. i asked him if he was angry at me, he asked for what n i said for watever reason there is. i guess we're good now but then again u dont know wat other people think. he might be up to smthg....

p/s: the part where i 'break-up' with him happened months ago. he is not considering to get back with me n so am i. i dont hav any feelings for him anymore n i know for a fact that he has a new girlfren. this is just to clarify the situation since somebody did ask about it...